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comment on what you think love is ..please..
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[12 Sep 2004|06:42pm] |
ok ..heres how it went ..
-i went to my sisters, spent the night there.
-dana called me, and we made plans
-nick called me and i cancelled my plans with dana to
hang out with nick . we got to the mall and he was 'searching
for girlsz' so im like whatever, your gay.
then he stopped. We went outside to talk, cause i was pissed about him doing that, and hes like stand in front of me, so i can see your face. and i did but i was laughing, so he was gettin pissed. so then he left ..and i held on to him and was like no dont no, nick stop dont go. and he left anywaysz ..with his little brother and his little brothers like 'ohh nick shes pissed even more at you' and hes like 'ask me if i care' he goes 'do you care' and he goes 'nopee' ..
so im screwed i LOVE HIM ... i think ??
comment on what you think love is ..please..
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[10 Sep 2004|09:12pm] |
heyy guysz <3
im bacc ..and im not preggo ..i ADDED you back hun ..
ahh highschool*
i started the other day and its going good
i made a few friends and its awesome to see
scotty boy and jamesyy everyday!! They're in like some
of my classes and itsz cool .. I LOVE NICK <333
we're going out since the o8. o3. o4<3
and we're going strong !!
i cheated on him two times though :-\ ..
but t h a n k f u l l y he forgave me<3
and i'll NEVER do it again. <3
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[20 Aug 2004|07:42pm] |
preggo= pregnant.
but im not i just got my period today ..its kinda sad
cause i wudnt mind a baby ..ahh im wacked..
<3 Brittany`kirsten
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[14 Aug 2004|10:18pm] |
heyy guys ..im at my sisters. its been awhile<3
im gonig out with nick ..i think im preggo ..:-\
ttyl<3 brittany kirsten`
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[03 Aug 2004|02:29pm] |
wow a lot has been going on ..
my old crew got back together, and we chilled for 3 stright nights in a row. 7/31/04--» forever..lmao. Me,jared,nick<3,dana,jason and ryan
nick is my new lover, we're going out ..the funny thing is, when i came here to the library JAMES is RIGHT BEHIND ME !!
lmao thats funny shit .. so im out .i'll try and update later ..comment please bebsz<3
and if you need me im always on AIM .. Britty Babii x3
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[06 Jul 2004|12:45am] |
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Sorry ii havn`t been updating. mii comp. is fucked up, and mii internet iisn`t working. i`ll update as much as ii can.
For now my lovley friend Meghan is updating mii journal!
James`--» He`s like a dead person. ii havn`t talked to him in forever .
ii was thinking. [[ as mr.whipple says, "when brittany thinks, its dangerous" ]]«--`hah.
give me about another 2 weeks. ii`m going to call James boii back. and hopefully
he`ll be home!x3
shane `--» Ohh boii ..A lot of people say hes using me for sex . But I don’t think hes like that.
=\ maybe he is though. Maybe I should wait to do all that with him. For awhile.
But he`ll get pissed. I think he`s comming over tomorrow. ut oh . .I`m gunna be a
GoOd Girl ..and not do `anything. Hopefully !!
Ryan `--»Hes an awesome friend. He`s a friend of Eric's and we`ve been talking lately.
about everything and everything .lmao. He thinks Shanes using me too =[. Hes gay
and I love him !!
Saturday night `--» Me and Dana went to the mall. We were supposed to meet up with
Danielle . But that didnt happen. [ we cudnt find her. and couldn`t figure out how to get
the payphones to work ] ((we have some problems)) !! We went to go see ”The Notebook” I was balling like a baby! Not to mention, we got threatened to get kicked out by this old guy.I swear, there was nothing but old people in that movie thearter! Then we were outside waiting
for my sister to pick us up and i go Dana I swear, i must scare guys away! and and this really hot ghetto guy walks by. and goes no you dont . he stops,smokes,and stares. ..lmao. Dana moves on
the other side of me. I go why`d you move? She goes, because hes staring at you, I dont want to
inturpt his view! hah my night was made right there! I didnt get a number or anything, but me and
Dana named him Brandon . [ a really hot guys name ] =]
Last Night `--» People came over. We watched fireworks. Nothing really happened.<3
Todaii `--» Woke up around 1ish. power was out. It came back on. Ate ice pops.
Momma made me some lunch !! Nothing else really.
Comment if you want, hopefully i`ll be updating soon!!x3
Brittany Kirsten
((ps- meghan loves brittany kirsten!!Im her oscar meyer weiner girl lol xo <33 Meg)
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[30 Jun 2004|03:43pm] |
Nothing really has been happening. I havnt talked to James yet .. Me and Tia called him and his mom said he was at his dads in CT for a couple of weeks. I really miss him ..=[
Shane called me ..[ we havnt talked forever ] and we talked for like an hour. It was great. Then he was like well im going to bed [ because he has to wake up mad early for work ] ..then he was like i love you.
yeah hes like [ i love ya ] online and crap, but he doesnt mean it. But it really felt like he ment it tonight .. So i dont know what im going to do. I was like I love you too. but when i said it, it was like i got butterflys in my stomach [ like i didnt want to say it ..but i did ..] whatever that means ..
Then before that hes like i like you. It was hard though, because he is 17 going to be 18 and he cares about what our parents think and stuff. and me, i could care less. Yeah my parents would probably care, but i wouldnt let it change me going out with him. Then i was like " what if you fall in love with me?" because we planned on getting together next weekend. because its really when hes free. He works soo much! - Hes like then I fall in love with you. And i`ll probably go out with you ..
Beth just IMed me and was like --" its cute he says i love you on the phone but even cuter in person =]"
..and when i thought about it. No one has done that ..=[.. hopefully something will happen with us when we get together ? ..ughh then i dont want it to because i still really like james ..so i dont know what im going to do ..
comment or whatever ..
Brittany Kirsten
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.. hmMm..mad bored
Thursday--Had to babysit. did nothin really` after that.
Friday--Nothing really. Slept until like 12` then watched zach because my sister and pete went to a funeral. =[
Saturday--Woke up.Got ready, headed to my aunts for my cousins birthday party.` happy birthday derek!`--My cousin had a baby about a week ago. Awah shes so cute` lyl Olivia Katherine!<3` she was there with the baby because its derek`s sistah! stayed there with the fam until like 5 then went home and changed. dropped off food for my dad and went to Elise`s graduation party. Mad fun there! Mad chill ..
Todaii--Nuttin really. Took a shower, went out and got something to eat with meh `daddy. Came home [ wanted to go to the batting caged but cant ] so I called Tia I think we're gonig to the Valley Cats game tomorrow night ?
She might sleep over after, were not really sure of the plans yet..
I wish people would comment ..=[
Brittany Kirsten<3
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[23 Jun 2004|08:38pm] |
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.. ii rEalLy wiiSh he`D caLl [ again]..
I'm sitting here with nothing to do. I just got home from a great day at Six Flagsz with mii class. -lemme tell you what has been happening.-
On monday--Dana called me at 11_oo and woke me up !! Shes like " guess whos here ..i go kayla? [ bcuz i heard her in the background.] shes like no. Im like James? Shes like yes! My heart stopped. I was so upset i didnt go to the school picnic. Then she said Kaylas mom was going to get me. I got ready. Her mom came and got me. I went there, sure enough he left!
So then. We went back to Danas. Chylied `tyll about 5_ish? Then I was gettiqn readii to go home and she decided to sleep over.
Then Tuesday--
then it happened.*
Dana came over. We chilled, mad memsz as usual. Then there was an interesting twist !!
She called James! Give er take she changed her name, she still called him !!
She said something along the lines of. " Hey,its --- I was wondering whats up with you and Britt. Shes kind of confused with the whole thing." Then he was like "Well i really havnt been home to call her, but i def. read the letter" then shes like "are you going to call her?" Hes like "yeah im def. gunna call her." You dont realize how much this ment to me. I was so excited // happy. I didnt know what to do.
5_minutes later. Guess who calls me?!
yep. He was like " Hey Brittany, whats up."
I was like " Hey .." Hes like " Are you going to six flags tomorrow?" Im like " yeah .." Hes like " Alright I just called to see if you were going, I`ll see and talk to you there. I gotta go eat now." Im like "Alright bye!!" Hes like " later."
The dial tone came on. And my heart sank. I havnt felt this way in a long time. I havnt liked anyone for over a year.--Really Really Like. And now I act like I dont know what to do. Or what to expect. I`m like a little kid. So nervous.
Wonderful Wednesday --
I got up this morning and got ready and went to school. To get on the Yankee Trails bus--To go to Six Flagsz. I was so nervous to see him. I thought e v e r y t h i n g * was going to be fucked. But it wasnt. I went into school chyled until the bus came. Got on it, sat in the back with my niqqahz and just talked-- The w h o l e way. Then we got their. He waved to me. Yeah oh yeah i got a wave! Everything was good. Then we met up with the boiiz.
Everyone went on superman-- but i didnt feel good so I didnt ( I already went on it earlier )
Me and Ellen stayed back-- Shes afraid of drops. And surprisingly neither did James or Chuck go on it again. So we were just talking. and hes like " Brittany, do you know where the bathroom is?" I`m like " Yeah, Right there" Hes like " Where?" I`m like " RIGHT there." Hes like " WHERE!" I go " RIGHT THERE" He goes "nevermind forget it." Whoops.
Kind of missed that one, my bad !!
but thats not the worst of all..
They went on the superman ( agaiin )
..and James goes " Brittany do you want to go on the batman?" I`m like " Im too scaired!" He goes " Me and Chuck are going on if you want to come .." I go " I dont want to sit by myself!" He goes " You wouldnt. I`d sit with you." I`m like " Im too scaired, I`d want to hold somebodys hand." Hes like " You could hold mine."
The stupid fucker Brittany. Didnt take him up on his ofter. I was then, Later on forced to go on the same exact ride by my friends. Give or take he made sure I wanted to go on. Made sure I was alright. and Checked up on me like I was a little kid. Then at the end of the ride hes like " You liked it didnt you?" I was like
" Yeah ..I guess so."
I felt really bad..Do you realize how cute it would of been if we went on it alone- together ?! If I wasnt so stupid--maybe he would of asked me out? Maybe not but we wont EVER know.
Then he got back to school. I got in mii `ma`sz car. and he walked bye I go " JAMESSSSSSSSS call me later." Then he goes " Later." So idk if he heard he er not ? H o p E f u l L y he diD! Then as we were leaving my ma said he waved bye to me.
awah! Thats so cute. I`m styll mad at mii self for not going on the ride with him. and being ever so stupid. Maybe he`ll call.[ agaiin] because I still have n o c l u e on how he feels about me&the letter I gave him.
Thoughtful Thursday-- I have to babysit today. All day. Make some money$$ ( Because I need it ) but all I`ll be thinking of is his GeOrgeouS face&how I probably screwed everything up.
Brittany Kirsten
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.. w0w mY fRiieNd`Sz aRe juSt w0ndeRful !! ..
Me and Danielle are planing on getting together. This should be mad interesting !!
Me and Tia will probably get together soon too- man i love her !
Today was pretty good. Woke up around 11_oo. My sister, her bf. my nephew came over. We had a cute lyl picnic type dinner. For Fathers day. finished my roll of film (( gettin them developed tomorrow!! )), and pretty much had fun today! I can't wait to get my film back! Mad funny pics. Mad memsz`! From Camp wiit tha class. Graduation. Katherines party !! Cameron singing `baby got back` to Chuck now that was priceless. That was some funny shyt!
I`m still having no luck with James he hasn`t called meh! and I`m going to see him wednesday(( when we go to six flags )) I'm pretty sure, if he goes ..!! I'm really praying he does!
Ugh .. I feel like a [ hopeless - romantic ] ..and me and James will go no where. Maybe I should give it sometime. [ Me and Beth called him today at his moms. No one answered, it is fathers day--so i`m praying hes in conn. At his dads! .. and thats why he hasnt called me. ]
But, once again to my girls, thanks for everything !!
Brittany Kirsten ♥
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.. iit`Sz beEn aWhiiLe ..
I`ve been meaning to write for a while. I just never got around to it. Or if I did, then I never finished. Don`t kno why tho. Oh well. I`m posting now. For sure. I gave James a letter i wrote and it had everything possible written in it !! Exactly how I feel about him and what he means to me. I gave it to him Friday. Before Katherines party. It was the last time I saw him. It was the Last Day of Being in Eighth Grade, for ever.
We wont see eachother anymore !!
I hate feeling like this. James hasnt even called me. Either way--I have no idea how he feels. I know he would be the perfect guy for me. I know I don`t get to see him as much as I would like to outside of school. So i deff. wanna get together sometime thiis summer. I wanna call him !! I let him borrow my dvd and ii want it back- perfect excuse right?
0h yea .. I made thiis new Journal-- ughh I just needed to start over *siiGhs`* Do you like the new layout? I absolutely love it. I wanted it nice and simple- cute of course !! Don`t like it? Get over it.
I am so bored. I guess i`m waiting for something that will probably wind up not happening. James to call me. Today Me and My mom went to the mall. I got a ring for my graduation preset. And of course I picked it out. We went out to lunch.
I wanted to go get my film developed from graduation, but no we couldnt. Beth was supposed to call me-- but shes still at her aunts for her cousins birthday. So i guess shes not going to call me tonight. whatever. I`ll probably talk to her tomorrow anyways..
guys are so complicated. *Rolls eyes*
Brittany Kirsten ♥
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